Lazy worm

I have been at home for half a year and yet I realised nothing meaningful do I learn or achieve by just letting every minute ticked away so easily. What a shame! I am such a lazy bum and getting-fatter worm.

I felt ashamed when people asking me,"So what do you do at home?" I became more and more inferior when people saying the same thing repeatedly, "Don't you feel bored being at home?" I felt speechless when people showing their jeaslousness towards me,"Oh you're so lucky! How I wish I could have such a long holidays like you!" @_@

Indeed, it is the longest holidays I have ever had. However, frankly, even though I feel sluggish at home the whole day, time past like rocket. It seems like a routine formula to describe my day. Breakfast + newspaper = Morning. Lunch + internet/book = Afternoon. Dinner + TV = Night.

I remember once a tour guide told me he used to spend 3 hours reading newspaper in the morning, 2 hours in gardening, 3-4 hours reading and 3 hours for dinner in a day when I travelled to New Zealand with my family. Clandestinely, I laughed and mocked him for wasting life. Now, such things happen real on me! Nevertheless, I realised how many people can have such priviledge for enjoying plenty of time reading news while sipping a cuppa in the morning.

Rushing of time has no longer be my part of life. Things are done in slow motion and sluggish pace. Whenever I don't feel like doing one thing, I can leave it till tomorrow. Whenever I feel like shopping or watching a movie, I just grab my bag and go without hesitating much at the calendar. Whenever a friend is asking me out, I just say YES! according to their availability. Whenever I feel tired, I just sleep! No wonder people are envious of me!

Three more weeks to go and I am flying off soon. Yet, I can't feel the beat to get ready for the departure. Perhaps I am greedy for more holidays and I am not mentally prepared to leave. I enjoy much spending time with family and friends. I enjoy having a maid at home cooking and doing housechores for me ^-^ Going oversea would mean I have to wash clothes, cook and do housechores on my own =( Yeah, now you know I am such a lazy worm.....