Saturday, July 23, 2011

Goodbye, Jade Wonder

Yup, it was finally sold, my Jade Wonder! I complained a lot about it for past few weeks because it gave me so much troubles for repairment that cost me few hundreds while having hard time to sell it off. Now, it was gone and I felt released but at the same time, I think I should be thankful for having it to bring me around for the last 15 months. One good thing about him was he was a gas saver. Goodbye, Jade wonder, though I didn't really treat you well (I hardly bathed him =P), you're my first asset in United States.
*This blog has been written long time ago but not posted until now. Paiseh =P

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Stand on your feet

Recently, life has been hectic with my preparation back to Singapore. First, I managed to get rid of the furniture and stuffs at home by garage sales. Secondly, I finally moved into a hotel for more comfortable living condition.

Next step is selling my car. Thing doesn't always come in your way. A series of unhappy things started to happen around me. First, I have been so stressed up selling off the car when time is getting closer to my departure date. People have been asking the car by emails but never showed up in the appointment. This reminds me of the stressful period when I was looking for car so urgently on my first few months in United States. Having a car is not fun! It has been a burden for me right now.

At the same time, I have problem with my credit card that I just found out yesterday that I have 11 fraudulent transactions in my credit card account. My account has been hacked! What a Friday!

Praying hard all these would be over soon. However, I believe, things will get better. I just gotta be calm and be positive. Ultimately, I believe I'll solve the problems one by one. That's life, the roller coaster!

Friday, July 1, 2011

The fighter

Recently, I've been watching a few good movies which include "The pursuit of happyness" and "Cinderella Man" that I really like the most. Both are about how a man fights for life and for the only man's dignity. It was very encouraging, enlightening and inspiring.

Many times, realizing it or not, I whined about small, little, unimporant, no-big-deal-things happened around. I get upset easily with unnecessary things. I believe it all comes to be small matters when you really have no time to think about, but fight for bread and butter, getting to survive for the day. Yes, I should be grateful of what I have and this should always be my reminder whenever I am complaining or whining about life again.

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--It's when things seem worst that you must not quit."~ Unknown

Saturday, June 25, 2011

感恩


坐在这超小房间里的窗口旁,眺远望出一片无际的大海洋`远处的雪山脉,不禁让我感慨自己是幸运的`幸福的,身在于此景色,人生还有什么好遗憾的呢?

手上拿着刘墉的《把握我们有限的今生》,正好衬托出我现在的心情。我要学荷兰人一样,生在小小的土地上,却要用很宽旷的心去看这个世界。

曾经我的前任老板问我:“你有什么梦想?” 我说,“我想去环游世界!”。老板张大眼睛对我笑了一下,似乎怀疑那是一件不可能的事情发生在我身上。现在身在美国的我想对他说:我虽然未完成那心愿,但我已经很满足现在的成就,至少我已在美国这个大国多个地方留下脚印!

感恩!

写于2011/06/05,阿拉斯加。

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Lazy woman

Two more months to go, I am yet ready to go home though partly of me is excited for the day to come. I still have so many places that have not been crossed out of my list yet. Chicago, New Mexico, Texas, New Orleans, Portland, Mount Rainer etc etc...... In the mean time, I have so many things to settle before going home, eg, packing, garage sales, selling car, billing, insurance, bla bla bla.... with so little time! Oh no, actually I would say I am just being lazy =p

I don't have the motivation to start packing even though my friends have already started to do so. I don't feel enthusiastic in preparing for anything! Arrhhh..... all I want to do at home after work is just watching a movie!

Please....I need some motivation! I am a lazy bum!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

First Time Sledding

Finally, my friend and I made it to Tahoe for sledding after a few times postpone due to unexpected circumstances and rain. It was 2 hour drive from my friend's place, Vacaville to Mountain Adventure, the place where we sled.


The sledding boards borrowed from Jasmin's friend. We were all geared up and ready for sledding!

The weather was surprisingly good - sunny and cooling, though it was reported partly cloudy and possible shower on weather forecast. First attempt to sled down the hill, I was quite scared but looking around me, the kids (even the toddlers!) seemed to enjoy very much in the sport. Shame to say "I'm scared"! The moment the sled brought me down the hill, I was thrilled by the momentum and of course, I screamed (even though it's not as scary as roller coaster). One word, fun! But...the hardest and most tiring part was carrying the sled up the hill because every step on the snow was triple time of exertion lifting up your leg! Good workout though!

No pain no gain but it all pays off for the thrilled moment of sledding down the hill.

After a while of sledding alone, my friend and I decided to sled together on one board. Whoo...it was even more fun and exciting! We screamed like two crazy women entertaining themselves very much!


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We really enjoyed ourselves repeating the same thing up and down the hill until the weather started to change....dark cloud slowly came by to say hello. Of course, I wouldn't just call it a day without making a snowman myself! Before it started to pour, we quickly dug out the snow and made our very first snowman!!


Our snowman with Jackie Chan's nose!

Indeed, it was such a wonderful day with new experience on the snow. Thank you Jasmin for keeping me in company and all the fun moments!

Friday, March 11, 2011

我们永远怀念的四姨


今早收到姐姐一封电邮,告知四姨最终敌不过病魔过世了。心理真的很难过,也很惭愧。自离乡背井,生活在国外,我已很多年没有探望亲戚们,只是近来在Facebook看到阿姨们的照片,突然感触良多。光阴飞逝,阿姨舅舅们都老了。我也不记得我最后一次见到四姨是什么时候了。想起四姨,我不禁难掩悲切哭了。四姨是个典型的贤妻良母,心地很善良,说话一向来都很斯文温柔,厨艺也顶呱呱。她与妈妈的感情也很深厚,看到她老人家的照片,不禁也让我想起妈妈。她们长得很相似,都有一双慈祥的眼神,一个和蔼可亲的笑容。

四姨虽已不在人世,但她将永铭我们心中。我想四姨应该也走得很安详,很欣慰,因为她的孩子们都成家立业,孙子们也健康成长。

四姨,愿您一路好走,在天之灵安息了。。。。